Closing Week!

The Haps
We just had our final walk-through in the new house, and we're pretty excited. We're not exactly sure what day we'll be closing, but it's definitely this week! Not sure when moving day is, either, but who cares? It's finally gonna be our home!


Abbey and Neavey:
Ready to pop
into the world!
Tara turned eight months pregnant this past week. Won't be long now!


In much less exciting news, I've decided to bring back the music podcast I was doing last year, starting in January. I started a new blog to go with it. And I've decided to record an album of songs about Jesus in 2011 with a much more acoustic sound than stuff I've been doing with Tara lately.


Thoughts
Thanks to a late-night coffee, I spent a lot of time thinking one night this past week. I came up with not only some New Year's resolutions, but also a long-term plan. Now that my career is finally established and should pretty much cruise if I keep working hard, I can think a little more about what I can do with whatever spare time I can find. 2011 will be interesting enough with a new city, new job, new house, new church, new friends and (oh yeah) new babies. But there are a few things I'd like to do to make it even more satisfying:

  1. Produce a fantastic "Christian" album to share with the world for free (I came up with a good chorus this week).
  2. Learn a very old and interesting martial arts kata, probably leopard-style wushu like the leopard in Kung Fu Panda. I'll have to learn the dragon and tiger basics first.
  3. Record twelve half-hour podcasts for my music show. 

Then, for my long-term plan:

  • 2012: Record the second Awful Lot of Tigers album
  • 2013: Write my first novel
  • 2014: Record our "wedding album", a set of instrumental tracks I dreamed up for our wedding but didn't have time to record (might or might not write lyrics for it)
  • 2015: Record the third ALoT album (by this time our girls will be old enough to provide back-up vocals)
  • 2016: Write my second novel

It's all part of my grand plan to become the most interesting man in the world. By 2017 I'd like to be a VP at this company!


A nice thing about all these plans is that I can do them all at home, and they're very inexpensive--practically free, except that I really need to replace my electric guitar soon. So it will be relatively easy to be a dad and save money while accomplishing my goals. Can't beat that!


Today's Scripture
We've joined a new Bible study group, and they're kind of serious about it. They actually want me to read up and do some thinking ahead of time! So I'm going to interrupt my study of 2 Samuel, sadly leaving King David at a very low point, and get into Paul's letter to the Romans for a while. That's gonna make it a lot harder to pick a key verse!


Romans 1:18 - 2:16 (NKJV)
Key verse: (2:13) "...For not the hearers of the law are just in the sight of God, but the doers of the law will be justified..."


Reflection
There's a lot to reflect on here. It's important to know that Paul has just written a lot about sin and God's wrath. He writes that no one has an excuse to rebel against the things of God because we're surrounded by His works (1:20) and the work of His law is written on our hearts (2:15). Paul is writing to Jewish Romans, as we see in 2:17, and he makes a distinction between Jews and Gentiles in verses 14 and 15.


This is important for me as a Christian Gentile. Many talk about "spiritual Israel" these days, but Paul explains the situation clearly enough in chapter 11 of Romans. I, as a Gentile, am among those grafted into Christ's vine in place of the Jews who refused to believe in Him. Although I am adopted into His family and serve His kingdom, I think the Bible makes it clear that I am not one of the true Jews who will eventually be saved (11:26).


I think that Romans 2:13-15, though speaking to Jews, gives me a hint of my situation in Christ. Verse 13 is our key verse, and then Paul says, "...For when Gentiles, who do not have the law, by nature do the things in the law, these, although not having the law, are a law to themselves, who show the work of the law written in their hearts, their conscience also bearing witness, and between themselves their thoughts accusing or else excusing them..."


I won't talk about this as if I completely understand it, because it's complicated and there are probably many different views of what Paul means exactly. I'll tell you what I think based on my reading of the Bible, though. It seems to me that this passage could include both saved and unsaved Gentiles because, as Paul often wrote, Gentile believers were not expected to adopt Jewish law. In fact, he discouraged it, even scolding Peter at one point for his hypocrisy in this regard (Galatians 2:14). It seems like many American church members like to think of themselves as God's chosen people, in place of the Jews, but the Bible makes it pretty clear that we're just grafted in and can easily be ripped out if we're not careful (Romans 11:21). Paul said us Gentiles are from an olive tree that is "wild by nature" (11:24), and though we've come a long way in two thousand years, I imagine he would still see us that way today.


So, in my opinion, Paul is talking about both me and my unbelieving friends when he says that when we do things that are within God's lawthings that please Himit shows that the "work of the law" is written in our hearts (2:15) even though we were never given the law (2:14). We can read the Ten Commandments and practice them, but they weren't meant for us Gentiles. But when we follow the law—when we seek to please the Lord because we love Him and we know His ways are right and true—we are justified as doers of the law and not hearers only (2:13).


Does this mean that my unbelieving friends are saved from God's wrath? Based on what Paul wrote in the preceding verses about sin, I don't think so. But it tells me something about their capacity for being saved. If they love their neighbors as themselves and show themselves to be people with the work of the law written in their hearts, they certainly have the capacity to be justified. God tells us over and over throughout His word the kind of heart that pleases Him. Belief in the Son He gave up for us and baptism into His kingdom should be natural for such people if they aren't completely disgusted by the Christians they come into contact with.


My point? To you Gentile believers, I warn you to remember who you are and where you came from. I should see my church family as descendants of those early believers in Greece who received the word of the Lord with gladness and set out to put it into practice with the help of the Holy Spirit. I must do the work of the Lord by loving my neighbor and letting him know the reason for the hope that is in me (1 Peter 3:15). But if I like to lift myself up as someone who keeps God's commandments, I should watch out. Even King David, a man after God's own heart (Acts 13:22), committed terrible deeds (see the "Stir Crazy" post) that had horrible results (2 Samuel 12:15). I need to repent of my haughtiness before I drag the rest of the wild olive branches down with me. I just might save a few more wild ones along the way if I follow the path of humility.


Prayer
Lord, when I associate with nonbelievers, may I remember the grace You showed me when You first made Yourself known to me, a sinner. May I see them not as hopeless reprobates but as wild olive branches, just like me, who need Your grace just like I did. May I always find joy in doing Your work in the world!


Final Thoughts
Tara and I felt so happy walking around in our future home today. We are so blessed. There's a lot to think about, and I hope we won't stress out so much that we forget to enjoy this incredible time in our lives. Thanks for your prayers!


By the way, I just saw a scientology ad on this blog. Please know that I am not about that stuff! I am a Bible-believing member of a Southern Baptist church. I'm not completely conservative in my views, but I stick to God's word and believe in His gospel alone as the power of God for salvation in this world. Just so you know.

Following

The Haps
This week we filled out a form to get a tax reimbursement because we've lived in a hotel for more than thirty days. I had no idea there was such a law in place.


But there is finally some good news this week: we've been approved for a mortgage on that big, beautiful old house in Delaware, Ohio! Hopefully we'll be closing on it in the next week or so! Praise God!


We found out one of our girls, Neavey, is no longer breech but isn't head-down, either. She's transverse and sort of lying over her sister. As you can imagine, this is very uncomfortable for their poor mother! She's not on bedrest yet, but she's not having a great time. In fact, she's fairly miserable, so your prayers are appreciated.


I had decided to save money and not go to a gig I'd wanted to see for two months. Then someone at work gave me a ticket the day of the show. It was No Age vs. Pavement...I mean, No Age and Pavement. These are two very different rock bands, and most of the attendees were there to see Pavement. I had a great time watching No Age--I have all their albums--and the headliner band seemed really boring in comparison. I had a good time with my friend from the office, though.


Thoughts
Now that I've been working at this company for a month-and-a-half, I can say what I think about working there. It's...fine. The work is interesting, but it's not a better situation compared to what I had in New York. It's not worse, either. It's just very different. But the money is a whole lot better, and just living in Ohio makes our financial situation significantly better. So I certainly don't regret the decision to move. We just can't wait to be out of this hotel...but I covered that in my last post.

Today's Scripture
2 Samuel 12 (NKJV)
Key verse: (14) "If you fear the LORD and serve Him and obey His voice, and do not rebel against the commandment of the LORD, then both you and the king who reigns over you will continue following the LORD your God."


Reflection
There were several verses I could've focused on today, but this one struck me as particularly interesting. Usually when the Bible gives an "if/then" promise, God's people are promised some kind of blessing if they follow the Lord. In this instance, Samuel promises the people that if they fear, serve and obey the Lord and don't rebel against his commands, they and the king will continue to follow Him.


Think about that for a second. If I fear, serve and obey the Lord, He promises that I will continue to follow Him? Isn't that kind of what I was already doing?


I've learned a lot in the last couple of years, especially from Tara, about letting my mind follow my body, especially in social situations. If I don't feel like being nice or being interested in what someone else has to say, sometimes I make myself do it anyway because I know good things will result. Just this week I found myself pretending to be interested in what someone was saying because I wanted them to be my friend. It feels disingenuous, but it has a good purpose. As I practice being nice or being interested in a person, I make a habit out of it, and eventually I find that I actually enjoy that person's company. Have I changed in a way when I do that? Yes, but certainly not for the worse.


I love to remind Christians that serving God doesn't come naturally for anyone. None of us keep His commandments out of the goodness of our cold, human heart. "For we know that the law is spiritual, but I am carnal, sold under sin (Romans 7:14)." When Jesus' Spirit enters in, we are transformed into a new creature (2 Corinthians 5:17), and it's by His constant prodding and reminding that we are able to serve the Lord with gladness and receive His blessing. "...If by the Spirit you put to death the deeds of the body, you will live. For as many as are led by the Spirit of God, these are the sons of God (Romans 8:13-14)."


God's people in Samuel's day didn't yet have a Savior, but they were given many promises. This one says that if they fear, serve and obey the Lord, they will continue to follow Him. Just like I continue to be a friend to someone if I work to make it a habit, a child of God can continue to follow the Lord if they work at fearing, serving and obeying Him. If I don't make a habit of those things, it's not very likely that I will continue to follow Him! In fact, Samuel gives them the opposite promise in verse 15: "...If you do not obey the voice of the LORD, but rebel against the commandment of the LORD, then the hand of the LORD will be against you..." 


I don't know if the hand of the Lord would be against someone who had given their life to Jesus. I would hope that a person who knows Jesus as their Savior would not rebel against His command...but I've done it myself. Whether His hand was against me or not, I can't say, but I can tell you this--I was not following the Lord when I was in rebellion against Him. Does that seem obvious? It should. And because we are wayward children, even as His Spirit lives in us, we need to be reminded every now and then!


So I think the promise holds true for us, as well: If we fear, serve and obey the Lord, we will continue to follow Him. You know what I call that? A promise of blessing!

Prayer
Lord, may I always consider the gift of following You to be the greatest blessing in my life. More than my wife and children, more than all you've given me on this earth, my greatest treasure is knowing and following You! Thank you for this gift.


Final Thoughts
No action figures were harmed
in the making of this album
I probably think way too much about the rock album Tara and I released in May. We spent almost nothing to make it, and we saved $100 to promote it and then didn't spend any of it. I'm really proud of the job that we did, but I'm too proud to spend much time advertising it. I have a day job, after all. And then I get frustrated because hardly anyone seems to want to hear it. I keep having to remind myself that I made the album I wanted to make rather than an album that all my friends would like to hear. But I think it's pretty good, myself!


Maybe one of these days I'll start doing some performances at open mic nights to get more people interested. Until then, here's a little promotion: if you'd like to stream our album for free, visit soundcloud.com/awfullotoftigers, and if you want to buy the MP3s (99¢ each or $10.49 for the whole album), go to myspace.com/awfullotoftigers (which got a whole new look this week). I should probably say here that it is not a "Christian" album, but it is mostly positive in tone. All proceeds will go to diapers and baby food for the twins. And your comments, even your criticism, would do my mind a lot of good. Thanks!

Stir Crazy

The Haps
30 weeks! We're getting close!
Tara's thirty weeks this week. There's not much else going on, just work and meeting new people at church. We hope to move into the new house in a week-and-a-half, but there aren't any guarantees that it's ours until we close. We can't wait.


Thoughts
Must...move out...of the hotel...


Today's Scripture
2 Samuel 11 (NKJV)
Key verses: (14-15) "...David wrote a letter to Joab and sent it by the hand of Uriah. And he wrote in the letter, saying, 'Set Uriah in the forefront of the hottest battle, and retreat from him, that he may be struck down and die.'"


Reflection
The story of David's affair with Bathsheba and the murder of her husband is familiar to most church-going Bible readers. I had forgotten that David sends the letter containing Uriah's death sentence to Joab by Uriah's own hand. That's just terrible. We don't know for sure, but it seems like the army might not have retreated as David ordered. They may not have even received that order. Joab may be too ashamed of his king to relay it. Instead he uses Uriah's death to get out of hot water when he accidentally gets several of his men killed along with Uriah. Poor Uriah!


I'm glad we find out at the end of this chapter how God feels about this. So often we have to guess about that, in the Bible as well as in life, but we know for sure that at least Uriah's murder displeases God, and we can assume the adultery does, too, since that clearly goes against the laws He laid out through Moses. The story of the poor man and his lamb that Nathan tells David in the next chapter seems to confirm this.


Prayer
Lord, watch over my heart that I may not covet that with which you have blessed someone else. Keep me from adultery, thievery, murder and covetousness all my days. May I always strive to be a man after your own heart. In Jesus' name, amen.


Final Thoughts
There's not much to talk about this week, but we all know it's coming. Stay tuned.

We Heart College Football!

The Haps
Watching: Illinois vs. Missouri online and several games on TV. Can't wait to have a real internet connection in our new home!


Just chillin' with Tara today. We went out for dinner and a movie last night and had a really good time. 


I would've liked a pocket, but otherwise
this is a great shirt for a great price!
And after shopping for a nice polo all summer, I finally found one on a big sale at Nordstrom's--on the same day that temperatures dropped about ten degrees. Oh well, I'll be ready for spring! This is a soft cotton three-button polo in a dark blue color with orange trim by Montreal designer Robert Barakett. Very nice.


That's about it, really, and that's just fine. Things seem to be going well with this second house, but it's a long process, and there's nothing to announce yet. But it does look really good. We can't wait to move and get the house ready for the babies!


Thoughts
We were talking today about how the best stuff that happens in life is so often the stuff that can't be posted on Facebook! Personal stuff about ourselves or our friends, good stuff that happens at work but is proprietary...just thought that was funny. We might get to visit some rather famous people next year (relatives of friends), but that's about all that we can say about it online!


Today's Scripture
2 Samuel 10 (NKJV) (Wherein the action picks up again in a major way, and we get a great example of how not to do foreign relations.)


Key verse: (2) "Then David said, 'I will show kindness to Hanun the son of Nahash, as his father showed kindness to me.'"



Reflection
It starts out a lot like the previous chapter, but it doesn't end up that way! A character from Samuel Part 1 has a son in the sequel. David says that King Nahash of the Ammonites was kind to him, though that story isn't told in the Bible (maybe that reel was lost). He sends servants to comfort Nahash's son and heir to the throne, Hanun, but Hanun is one very stupid dude. He mistrusts David and treats his servants shamefully, inciting a war with a king who has already established himself as one of the most powerful in the region, one who was apparently his ally until this unfortunate day.


David has a choice to make. I doubt the United States would line up troops against a hostile country just because they put a few ambassadors to shame for no reason. But in David's time and culture, this was a serious matter of honor. Israel as a nation has a statement to make--you don't mess with God's people. Luckily, the choice is taken away from David, because stupid Hanun decides that it would be better to hire Syrian mercenaries to line up on Israel's border than to apologize. And then he takes his own Ammonite troops and moves them right up to Jerusalem's gate! Oh, snap!


The Israelites are caught between the Syrians on the north and the Ammonites pretty much right on top of them, so they split up and trounce them both, hurting the Syrians quite severely just a couple of chapters after dealing them a prior major blow and making them Israel's servants. Hard to believe Syria still exists today after all this.


So we go from David wanting to be kind to the Ammonites' new king to David destroying the Syrians hired by Hanun against him. Israel takes out the Ammonites themselves in the first verse of the next chapter! But they do it without David, because he decides to stay home this time, a decision he'll come to regret.


The lesson? Pretty obvious--don't be a stupid Hanun! If someone powerful wants to be your friend, don't assume he's going to stab you in the back. And of course, you'll be sorry if you go up against God's chosen king for no reason at all. Not sure how to apply this to my life, but...


Prayer
Lord, thank you for all your blessings. Please continue to give me patience as we wait to move into a house. Please keep Tara and our girls healthy! Let me know what I can do for you. In Jesus' name, amen.


Oh, and thank you for football!


Final Thoughts
We think about our little girls all the time and what they're going to be like through the years to come. It blows my mind how different our world is going to become starting in a matter of weeks! I'm pretty excited. We have so many visions of them in our new house. It's gonna be tough, but so worth it. We're so thankful.